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sht tiktok..... thank you.....
#bakuage sentai boonboomger#boonboomger#hayama yuki#he's so cute..........#hmnnfdmbgfmgbfbgmfmgf#i have to be normal guys#special thanks to my twt fyp that showed me this bc i don't check tiktok on my own#idc if this is only for me i want it on here
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Learn from who? Learn from you?
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#uh huh. mmhm. parallels and shit#OK LIKE. in nice words ai di essentially tells chen yi to go for it BUT bc hes a Lil Shit he says it like 'use force to PROVE how you feel.#followed by '.....OH WAIT YOU CANT BEAT HIM'. the way he rubs that in chen yi's face too like it isnt even 'youre weaker than him.'#it's you're LOWER than him. & thats why ai di calls him a coward bc therell always be a divide between chen yi & cdy that chen yi wont cros#and the point of this is - okay i know chen yi is literally picking ai di up and throwing him around here but also you have to remember#ai di LETS HIM. ai di doesnt fight back as hard as he could and that puts them on EVEN. EQUAL. GROUND. every time.#& yeah theres some comedy to it but you cant Ever forget that ai di wants chen yi to want him. needs it. he's faking sleep in the 1st scene#and once chen yi realizes what he wants he puts everything he has into keeping it - inadvertently taking ai di's advice by doing so -#& expresses it in every kind of way too. whatever it takes. bc between the two of them its not just 'bring him back' it's 'bring him HOME'#in a way thats based on the constantly being witness to the worst of each other & choosing it AND. years and layers of trust & love.#..ok only I would take a gifset of chen yi picking ai di up & make it abt how their relationship is perfectly balanced. but im right so idc#the last one ties it all together in my onion. chen yi got him home. and ai di's deliberately allowing himself to be loved. they won
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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diversity win your spam emails are queer
#deltarune#spamton#swatch#art#doodles#pansexual#lgbt#bigshot spamton#stupid joke ive had sitting in my head for months whjbfghbjdfg. artist brain override gay brain (me too). good for him though!!#me refilling my printer ink tanks: omg my printer is pan... soooo coool....#and dont forget that he owned the mettaton dress of transgenderism either. arguably this has the trans flag colors too#wait theres a car joke here also. TransAm? more like TransPan. haha nice#+ his glasses fit the theme so Bonus Spam + i changed my 90s swat a little again#they're just gonna be different every time i draw them. for funsies. and thats fine. i havent even posted 90s queen yet SMFH !!!!!#there's something to be said about metaphors in their 90s fashion choices. something something more colorful design back then#something something not hiding their eyes yet something something Learned A Lesson....#you could read that a certain way. or perhaps not#obligatory 'my swatch uses they them' tag#obligatory 'fine to tag as ship if you want idc' tag#obligatory 'oh god i swear im trying so hard to draw and post more' tag#i saw a tag on a post from like 2019 that said 'man i only posted 9 times last month!' and im like. god. i wish i could post 9 times a#month Now???? honey you had a big storm comin#i just keep starting things i dont have the energy to finish. except for a silly gay color profile joke apparently#im sure the Smoke Smell goes reeeal good with the Dumpster Smell btw.
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talking to normal people about mha is always so enlightening because someone told me they didn't like season six and i was like???? THE BIBLE??????? YOU DONT LIKE THE BIBLE??? BAKUGOU KATSUKI RISING?? THE APOLOGY??? THE CHASING AFTER HIM TO FIGHT SHIGARAKI, THE REVEAL KATSUKI HAS BEEN WORRIED ABOUT IZUKU, IZUKU'S FERAL RAGE WHEN KATSUKI IS STABBED, KATSUKI BEING THE ONE TO FIND IZUKU AND THEN THE ONE TO BRING HIM HOME??? YOU DONT ENJOY THE SACRED TEXTS?? and then i'm like oh right not everyone is a fujoshi high on that sweet, sweet bkdk yaoi
#bkdk#bakudeku#it took all of my willpower not to be like my brother in christ i'm a fujo i'm gonna like anything that bkdk appears in#i'm not here for the powerscaling or the pacing or if they should be third years#i tried to say it like “oh lol i know everything that's gonna happen hhaha i am one of the crazies who stays up for leaks”#but i wanted to be like listen man i'm really only here for the homoeroticism idc about whatever it is youre talking about#not that i dont love mha as a whole i think it's got such a fun sandbox world and cast#it just feels like someone being like omg tell me if that new restaurant is good#and i'm like what the fuck i'm in the kitchen doing cocaine with the cooks#i was a waitress i'm allowed to say this#like we are not consuming the same thing#i'm in the goddamn trenches my emotional state depends on how homoerotic mha is gonna be#i'm in the deep underbelly of bkdk hands and soulmates and yearning i dont even know what you're talking about#i like mha an annoying amount#i wanted to be like remember when i came into work skipping and singing that was because we got bkdk sunset/ptsd scene#i'm a little freak goblin dont ask me if it's good i dont care that it's good I CARE THAT ITS MINE but also fuck you its good#it's the best fuck off if you dont like it you arent worthy of it#hori this is why you should give in and make bkdk canon the fujos are the ones who really love you
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style week, day 4: band au! 💚💙 collab w/ @slobbykitty
a scene from a fic that adrian is writing, stan tried to give kyle his number and it did not go in his favor.
context under cut!
fic snippet, written by adrian ♥
#stan marsh#kyle broflovski#sp style#stankyle#sp stanky#south park#StyleWeek2024#pine art#adrian art#collab!#adrian did the lines! i did all the rest!!#we've been doing every day i just cant post the other ones on tumblr#others are on twt/bsky if youre interested hmu but its 18+ only#this is the only website where i allow minors to interact w/ me bc i keep my stuff sfw here#anyways i love this au so much i want to Eat this kyle#he would probably eat me. but like. i dont careeee i love himmmmm#i just wanna chew. for a moment.#idc that im posting this at 9:20 pm. i dont want it to be late
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YOU🫵
#sonadow#shadonic#yes it’s ship art but you can take it however you want to bc they are awesome idc#I stg i took like one painting class and then BOOM. I’m a digital painter now. it’s all I do. must paint.#I love how you can progressively see me gett8ng better at drawing them with every photo LMAO#sonic#shadow#sonic the hedghog fanart#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedghog fanart#shadow fanart#shadow the hedgehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#can we also tell that I got a bit obsessed with drawing hands. dw I noticed how many hands focused art I’ve made recently#horikoshi.. you live inside me forever…#this might be the last fanart for a while as I have two commissions I gotta get done + schoolwork so!!#only doodles from here on out🫡🫡
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finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i dont need to pretend to simp that Guy just because everyone else in my friend group does
#finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i can be insane abt women the same way my friends are insane abt men#life changing#mochats#im sorry to my friends who think me simping that guy was genuine#i was just trying to fit in#its a good time to admit that 90% of the time i also dont care abt male characters same way how-#-some straight women dont care abt female characters#i refuse to waste my power on a guy everyone else cares about#im tired enough and i have assignments to do#if i become an outcast for only sparing my energy on women then so be it.#i care about my friends and love them gushing abt a Guy but i personally cannot be made to care in a way they do#not just because i think (often neglected) female characters deserve more of my attention but also because-#-my attraction does influence my interest LETS BE FR HERE#growing up is realizing that putting attention on things you dont care about#is exhausting#as fuck#and i kind of hated how i feel like i wasted my youth energy drawing characters idc abt to please others#now im just tired all the time#while wishing i can draw more women more often#so like#dont do that#draw and write what YOU want#btw its not that i dont care abt men i just have such low energy lately that if i care for anything else but women — it may be unfulfilling#live laugh fatigue#every time i see a guy fanart i scroll past life has never felt so good#(unless its by a friend which i will appreciate dearly i love my friends art and how passionate they r)
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for our phantom menace rewatch this week we are doing a “qui gon touch count” to count how many times qui gon (bad) touches anakin
#and also the other characters (they wanna know how many times he touches shmi but idc about that i’m here for groomer reasons)#my prediction is: ANAKIN then shmi then... i go back and forth on whether it's padme or obi wan#i want it to be padme and obi wan in dead last (for extra pathetic and sad unwanted padawan reasons)#it's so hard to age out of being an (unwanted) boywife and be replaced by a bright shiny young thing#but if padme even PADME gets touched by qui gon more than his own padawan#damn lol#touch starved obi wan real#but unfortunately for me i think he touches obi wan thrice that i recall and i can only think of once (or maybe twice?) with padme#but that's why we're doing the touch count!#i will report back with my findings tonight#i'm so gd excited#the phantom menace#pt#star wars#qui gon jinn#anti qui gon jinn#if implying that qui gon is a child molester is considered anti I GUESS#prequels touch count
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BIRTHDAY HAUL courtesy of a very lovely friend of mine 🥺
bonus goofy pics of a bday snack i had earlier with my favorite menace …..


#snap shots#ew hand reveal#I CAN FINALLY BE THOSE PEOPPE WHO TAKE PICS OF THEIR PLUSHIES EVERYWHERE#my lovely friend (same one who got me the comics) told me about the taiyaki at the place i went to !!!#it was SO goof the crisp outer shell coupled with the chewy matcha layer and the cream cheese cream center bringing it all togethr.. perfect#ANYWAY COMICS I GOT !!!! i love this first class series so of course i got more …#this set does. have issues i already down but more issues i Dont#and i said i wanted to read more scarlet witch stories this year no …. hi dötter …..#i actually wanted to see if i could find the 2016 story since i heard that was exceplent but alas#AND OF COURSE I HAD TO GET MY BOY BOBBY !!!!!!!!!!! i love him thats my son#maybe next time.. i felt so bad for my dad he had to stand around so long while i browsed for like an hour 😭#time flies in comic shops i swear its limbo… MOVING ON#lest i forget illyana ….. ill admit i know very little of course however when i saw people talking of this new series#ofc i got the metallic magik cover I LOVE METAL !!! shiny..#i figured now would be the best time to read up … the art here is FANTASTIC#the vibes are immaculate too i love the horror overlay of it… i cant wait to see more of this series#and yk. read This one thoroughly i only skimmed it djAOSJWKS AND LASTLY excalibur.#flipped through it and saw charles was the protagonist AND he was in his chair.. a must buy i fear …#i tried looking for older comics but i never have luck with that but im excited bout these !!#maybe ill get the rest of the excalibur issues- or at least read the rest online. i feel like theres important stuff in there#related to charles at least.. hey does anyone know what issues hve Danger and that whole arc with charles? i wanted that but i forgot…#cashier was like ‘excellent choices’ girl ik….. i have perfect taste… idc if you just sayin that to be nice ik the truth…#ANYWAY !! im sure im running out of tags at this point so for now FAREWELL TEAM#today was a lovely birthday and i thank the lovelies of my inbox (and just following!) for all the love today !!#ok im stretching the tag limit now BYE BYE !! ill read these later for now im sleepy …#thank you so much again to my friend for these lovelt gifts i send her lots of love and care !!! ALL YOU DO THE SAME NEOW 🫵 if you may….
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Wdym regulus emasculating sirius👁️👁️
I have no idea what you mean, Jamie, I have no idea. I think you are being strange-
I don't think Regulus does it in an "I was a born a woman and now suffers that while [Sirius] gets to prance around." Type of thing. I think if anyone thinks that, it's Walburga and Narcissa. The difference is that for example, Narcissa wants the position of power associated with a man while still being a woman (she thinks she's capable as a woman) while Regulus thinks he can be a better man himself as a whole.
Regulus doesn't view Sirius very highly in terms of being the Head of the House [Black]. Sirius goes against their family teachings, actively fights back against his family, and runs away, etc etc. With this, Regulus views him as rather weak, and since I think Regulus associated the purity views with love, he kinda also thinks that Sirius is a coward for not giving into those views for their family and by extension, Regulus. By emasculating Sirius, Regulus is admitting he can be a better "man" or he is "more of a man" than his brother.
I am aware that I sound like those people who say Regulus is sexist and believe me I know that, I'm sorry but I think sexism is so SO heavy in the stuff we embed into the Pureblood Society of Harry Potter (arrange marriages, victorian "aesthetics") (in my case, Chinese culture) that kinda "ties" everything together. Even though the idea of sexism is a rlly weird topic with Trans Regulus and the female characters of the Marauders (once again another thing that the fandom does to make up for the lack of female content). If you're gonna hc Regulus as trans, it is going to happen with the connections you put into the Purebloods. Yk? Anyway I'll shut up about this lol
Regulus is trying to validate the man he isn't allowed to be by emasculating Sirius' biological masculinity that comes with his identity as a cis man. It's less about the fact he's afab but it's more selfish, catering to Regulus, specifically as a closeted Trans Man. In a broader view, you could say it reflects his selfish nature in a very wide range way.
#ALL OF THIS IS SPOKEN IN A TRADITIONAL ASPECT I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO SAY THAT GENDER ROLES DONT RLLY EXIST TO ME DO WHATEVER U WANT IDC <3#srry if this is a mess lolll#there is also something very interesting in the fact that regulus was brought up with the idea HE going to leave the family#by getting married and then sirius runs away/relationship with remus#all his situations reflect traditionally male-esque yet he is seen as a female by those around him#this also the case with bellatrix! All her situations points to being male-centered the only difference here is that she#in canon becomes a mom sealing her character as a woman#this is even more funnier since i was just calling cassius (Shakespeare) my pookie 5 secs ago#i probably sound so silly pls dont judge me#ivan gets the mail#regulus black#regulus arcturus black#trans regulus black#trans regulus#jamie tag#the black brothers#chinese black brothers
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if i post something, and leave it untagged from fandom, will you guys prommy not to be mad
#hii mutual that rbed my silly post just letting folks know what to expect from my interpretations#but i made a light jest at fanon hair awhile ago and didnt post it here bc i didnt want to get shackled and have tomatoes thrown at me#idc what people do forever and ever bc i only look at art and engage with art i like#not art
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rr is so bad with timelines and ages literally would hazel not be 14 already by the time of son of neptune. am i the crazy one here
#x#pjo posting#her 13th bday was before she died in december n then she came back in. september ? 9 months ago#so that december passed by. which makes her 14#see what i think the problem is here is that they wanted to give nico a sister but also wanted him to be older but then they also forgot ho#fucking YOUNG nico is in the original series#like that boy is BARELY out of being a. 12 year old. by the end of TLO#no wait seriously is he 13 by the end of that book. i can’t remember#POINT IS. rr is terrible with ages im making this shit up n keeping track of it on my own idc#same thing happened in the lost hero where it’s mentioned jason saw a pic of thalia w luke where she looked 15 n i was like thats literally#impossible bc she got turned into a tree when she was TWELVE and then came back as an almost 16yo n by that point literally only saw luke t#kick him off a cliff#so. whatever#hazel is 14 ish frank is newly 16 percy is. soon to be 17? in like two months i think#bc SoN is set in june. or something#tlo trio are all 15 i think. from what i remember. don’t quote me on that#nico is. i guess 14 as well. same age as hazel??? her bday is in december n his im Prettyyy sure is in january#so we’ll say she’s slightly older but he just pretends he’s the older brother anyways
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this is going to sound sooo silly but I AM so!
I just want to be someone's pretty girl so bad:(
and not because I think i'm pretty, in fact I struggle with seeing that at all– but because someone just needs to adore me and cherish me and make sure I feel so seen, so important, that they just love making me feel special. in turn I get to be called something so soft and sweet and completely their's!
i'm just being emotional and dramatic but I wore a new sweater and did my hair differently today (not anything fancy just differently) and no one at work even spared a glance my way! not that I want attention from any of my coworkers lmao and yes I have the self image and confidence of a worn down run over piece of cement but it would be so nice to have someone to wake up to or come home to who wants to let me know they see me🥺
#this is basically my long winded way of saying I want someone to want me lol#I have never been someone's sweet girl or pretty girl and it genuinely is the only thing I long for#idc if that makes me sound pathetic because I am!#I don't know if this makes any sense but it's what's going through my head#all these romance novels I have been devouring are incredible until I realize I am not anything like these girls the fall HARD for#they are starting to make my........ heart ache#my expectations are high and my self worth non existent!#a bitch is lonely and empty and feeling worthless!#don't come in here with 'a man won't fix that' I KNOW let me just wallow in the feelings lol
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Why does it feels the respect the video is them preparing the ground to what's to come
Almost like hey don't attack carlos after the race because what happens on track stays on track
Almost like they know he's no gonna play teammate and they support him, while charles had to play teammate for him in singapore
literally exactly my feelings about it 😭 i’m always highly tense and nervous about carlos being on track near charles not only because he’s not a team player and likes to cause problems on the radio but like… he is the one out of everyone on track i’m most worried about causing an incident. i just don’t trust him.
but if he refuses to be helpful in the slightest after singapore and fred just waves it off i will simply not have words. if ferrari fucks this today they might as well be signing charles’ contract with rbr for him.
#insert your team of choice idc#but I think rbr is most plausible and also I want it so I’m sticking w the agenda#rbr charles#ferrari civil war 2023#carlos makes me genuinely nauseous on track like the only reason we haven’t had a teammate crash yet#is because Charles has good reflexes#like fr#hate it here#charles leclerc#f1#mexico gp 2023#ermmm#play it safe#anti carlos sainz#*delphi
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